I thought that the guy I had met was genuinely in love with me, but I know that is not the case at all. He says that he loves me because I look like his favorite porn star. The revelation has come as a bit of surprise. I gave up a lot to be with this guy, and I even left my really great job with London escorts. Now I feel that I am stuck between a rock and a hard place.
When I worked for Beautiful London escorts, I earned really good money and was able to buy my own flat. I loved the independence it gave me, and when I got married, I started to rent out the apartment long term. The rent period finishes in a couple of months’ time, and I am going to stick out my marriage until then. After that, I am going to move back into my flat with the help of one of the girls at London escorts who has got a van.
After that, I am going to see if I can get my job back with the London escorts agency I worked for before I got married. Not only do I miss my job with London escorts, but I also need an income. Over the last year, I have had the rental income from my flat, but clearly that is going to go. London is such an expensive place to live and I am not sure what other jobs would pay me enough money to be honest.
Do I mind going back to London escorts? I don’t mind going back to London escorts at all. To be honest, I wish that I had not fallen head in heels in love with this guy and left London escorts in the first place. All he did was treat me like his personal porn star or role play as a prostitute who he had to pay a really cheap price for great sex because she fell in love with him. At the time, I did not realize what he was truly after, but now I have learned my lesson. None of the girls at the agency are taking a mickey out of me, but I still feel a little bit silly having done what I have done. Such is life, and I suppose that you learn all through your life. I really do feel a bit of a complete idiot.
Getting a divorce is a rather complicated thing, and you have to go through this mediation process now. It is going to cost a fair bit of money as well, and I do hope that I am going to be able to get back on my feet. I did really love this guy, but I feel that our relationship has come to an end. At the moment, I have not said anything to him as yet, but I do plan to leave him. My friends at London escorts have advised me to go and see a lawyer first of all, so that is what I plan on doing. I am sure that it will be okay, it will just be one of those experiences that I can do without in my life.